Step Back

Today spending a night without you, feels so restless.

Making me rethink, was taking a step back a right decision?

I can hear your voice echoing in my ears

I can hear you calling my name

I can hear your breath 

I can feel you around me.

I have been turning over sides for a couple of hours now,

I want to embrace you

I want to talk to you

I want to feel you

I want to irritate you.

But then remind myself, you are better off without me. 

I then take a step back from rethinking.

I let myself go away.

Taking a step back.