Nothing like Before

My day starts by seeing your face. But now it scares me.

Your voice which once was a melody to my ear. Now is a horrific bell to my ears.

Spending a day with you was desirable. But now it's compelled. 

You were to be my fresh air. But now it's suffocating me.

Thinking about you was like a dream. But now it's a scary dream.

Talking with you was my favourite thing. But now I evade it.

I had marks of love on me. But now it's mark of violence.

I loved to run into you. Now i find ways to run from you.

The thing which gave me love. Now haunts me.

I never understood how everything coined.

Nothing is like before and can never be.