Not Your Fault!

Nothing is your fault. I don't blame you for anything. Whatever happened, happened with our willing. You moved on, it's a good thing. You are happy in your new beginning.
I said you am happy in your happiness, Yes am happy for you!!
Then why am I crying?? Am not crying because you moved on.

Am crying because my heart is crying. Seeing the love of my life with another person. It makes my heart ache and my eyes flow.
I try to console myself, but I can't because I had you to take care of me. Now I have nobody to wipe my tears. I don't want to, come to you crying because now i feel am a burden to you.
Am happy, very happy for you. Am not complaining to you.
But, what about my feelings. How am I supposed to control my emotions. How am I supposed to put back my tears. What am I supposed to do. I am not able to move on.
I don't want to move on.
None is your fault.
It's my feelings. My sadness. My pain. Which I can't heal so easily. It's hard for me to accept that you are with someone else. None is your fault.
Everything is my fault. That I let you go. That I changed.
I never realised, seeing you with someone would break me into these many pieces.
Am Guilty.
Am scared of falling in love again. I don't want to get hurt again nor hurt anyone. The word Love haunts me.
None is your fault.

~nxz