Its been 4 days, I didn't go to canteen. And today I had to go, because I could not hold myself. I wore a deep neck black kurti, jeans, 3 Inch black heels, pony tail, red lipstick and nude eye makeup.
When I entered the canteen, I acted normal. Mira went to order food. Me and Ria were chatting. He was seated to the left side. I sat in the same side, so I could not face him. Ria said, he looked at me many times. Hearing that itself turned me on. I wanted to look at him. After Mira came, I casually looked at him, he was looking at me. I smiled, he smiled back. My god, I could die for that smile, such a charm!!
I guess he is also attracted to me. And we kept on having small eye contacts for the rest of the time in the canteen. After 10 minutes we left the canteen.
When I checked my insta, I received follow request from him. I was sooo happpyyy!!! I accepted the request and sent him request back. After exact 2 minutes he accepted my request. And immediately I got a message saying "hi" I made him wait for 3 minutes and replied back "hello". But he didn't reply for half an hour. I don't like waiting, but it's okay if it's for him.
"U looked pretty today🖤" he messaged.
"Thank you" I replied immediately, I wanted to keep him waiting, but I could not control myself either. He kept my message for seen. And didn't reply, nor did I text back.
Next day, Morning, I saw him outside my department building, standing with his friends and few boys of my department. When I laid my eyes on him, he was already looking at me. He was talking to his friends and he smiled at me. I smiled back. He was soo handsome. He was wearing light blue shirt and jeans, his hair combed properly. I had butterflies flying in my stomach. After that me and my friends, entered our building. I went to the 2nd floor of the building, and peeked from the window.
He had his eyes on the department entry, I think he was expecting me. After 5 minutes he left. My first period, I could not concentrate on the class, my mind was towards him the whole time. I was waiting for lunch break, so I could see him.
Later, Lunch Break, when we went to the canteen, he was already there, with his friends and few girls with them. All of them were having lunch together, laughing, talking. I didn't like girls around him. There was a girl, sitting next to him, she was jaw drop hot. I was kidda jealous. I tried not showing it out. Anyways, he didn't notice me entering the canteen. I tried not to look at him. But if I did so he would understand am jealous. So I pretended as I don't care, and acted normal. While we sat on a table, Mira said he looked at me. I was happy but sad. I didn't know whether he is taken or not. Oh no what if he had a secret relationship? What if he likes someone else? What he is just trying to flirt with me, for passing his time? What if ?...
I was confused!! Then suddenly I got a notification, it was his message, saying "hi"
I then looked at him, he was looking at me. I gave a smirk smile to him. And kept my phone down. And continued my chat with my girls. I looked at him in between, but when I used to look at him, he used to look away, that was soo cute.
Okay on the other hand, A guy from our department had eyes on Mira. Mira also seemed a little interested, even if she does not admit that. That guy was one of the hot guys in our class. Since they were in the same class, they could see eachother everytime and it's easy for them to talk. I guess they will come together soon!!!
I left the canteen 15 minutes before the break, because I had some incomplete note which I had to complete.
While getting up from my table I looked at him, he too was looking at me, our eyes met. And then we went to the counter, bought little toffees, to prevent sleep during boring class. And I made Ria to see whether he looks at us, when we leave , he didn't. Maybe he thought we are not leaving early, I had some unusual ache in my heart.
Am I falling for him?
To be continued...
Part1:
https://nainwriting.blogspot.com/2021/01/psycho-lover-p1.html
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