At first everything seems to be right and perfect. You are happy with the person you live with, you are happy till slowly the real colours come out. And that is the moment you realise nothing is permanent and everything and everyone has two faces.
In some situations there is still time to turn around, but not always! You dont have choice. You are forced. You feel irrespirable. And you curse yourself bringing yourself in thus state.
We can't go out without giving full details, sometimes it feels we need permission to breathe also. It burns us inside. You can see the people cut your wings. And you are trapped. Trapped where there is no going back. You have to avoid your close ones.
Yes i have lost my freedom and peace of mind going to a place, where now I have no choice than living here. It was very exciting at first but as days, weeks, months were gone I realised its not going the way I wanted or thought to be. And yaa i have no choice that being here.
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