Feeling alone, even if you are surrounded by hundred!!

I have everyone, my friends and all my loved ones with me. But still I feel alone by myself. It's a strange feeling, when you have to show you are happy outside, but sad, lonely and broken inside. It's not like you are alone, it's like your whole world is falling apart and your hands are tied, you are blank.

You feel this way when you think you are useless, nobody cares for you, being heartbroken, feeling forgotten and you feel nobody can understand you. You feel empty inside. You keep a lot to yourself, than sharing it with anyone. You prefer being silent, because then you don't have to force yourself into talking.

Most of the teenagers feel this way, but you must understand that you are not alone. There are people who can hear you. You have your friends, teachers, parents, siblings, cousins. There will be someone who is ready to help you and bring you back to yourself.

I have also gone through all these phases, there was a time when I used to feel so lonely, but I never reflected it outside. I even tried isolating myself from my friends, being silent. There was something killing me inside. I was going through so much of stress in my head. I didn't know whom to talk about my feelings, and then I chose a very close friend of mine and started opening up. And it was a right decision I took at that moment. It helped me lot loosening up, it took me some time to go back to normal.

Sometimes it feels good to be alone, far from people and their drama. You can be alone and sort out things in your mind. It helps you bring things to its real place. It makes you understand who cares and who don't! In my life, I realized who are my real friends and it helped me a lot next time  falling into inconvenience. 

It also teaches you to be capable of being alone in the world, a confidence is built in you. Next time you won't feel the same loneliness, because you have learnt!