My Failure Story

Hey flockss!!!! Welcome to the blog where I will tell u my non-successful story. Where I easily gave up  without  even giving a  second chance to myself.

I had a dream to become a doctor, which is only a dream now!

After completing my grade 12 I enjoyed my life watching series, playing games, gossiping, making fun videos more over wasting my time over things that were a short term happiness.

Whereas it was time for me to prepare for my medical entrance exam.

But by luck there came this lockdown and postponed my examination by 6 months. It would be a great opportunity for me to concentrate a little more and start preparing.

But no I did not! Instead I continued doing stuffs which makes no sense.

Exam date came near and nearer I never got serious, I thought it would be same as my +2 boards where a day before study would gain me 9 points. I took everything easy.

I had my elder cousins advised me and counselled me to concentrate. I heard them from 1 ear and forget from another.

Okay soo finally only 1 month was left for the exam. I decided, its time to study now.

But 1 month study for such competative level exam is not possible (atleast for me). I did my 45% portion. What about the balance? Huh!! Never mind. I believed there will be a miracle and I would score good marks and joined a very reputated college. I was day dreaming. I started praying that month like constantly for some miracle to happen somehow. Day passed my exam day came . My exam went "very not good". I locked myself in my room. I didn't want to face anyone.

And the day of results came by. I was a failure.

I was heart broke. I didn't know what to do. Almost for a month I didn't go step out of my house. I had a guilt. A guilt that would not easily go. A guilt for wasting my time. A guilt for not studying.

But okay I could drop a year for coaching. But I did not want to drop because I had a doubt in my mind, "Will I succeed my my next attempt?"

I thought a lot about it.

And atlast I came to a conclusion that I will not drop. But why? Why can't I? Am I not capable?

The answer is, Yes am capable. But then I had no patience for hardwork. After thinking a lot I realised that I am not a person who will hardwork. There is where I failed. I was not sure of myself. 

For becoming successful we need to hardwork.

For reaching your dreams you need to hardwork.

For earning money you need to hardwork.

Hardwork have happy results. If you give your 100% you will get your a good and deserving out-turn.

I don't know if it is even a failure story without hardwork.

But yes i realised that a person must hardwork.

I have a regret in me for not hardworking and giving damn for my dream. I will have this regret forever.

 And you, I dont want you to have the same regret. It haunts. Work for your dreams, dont give up.